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Thursday, April 29, 2010 @ 8:23 AM
Guilty.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 9:45 PM
I must admit, I am bored with blogging. I really don't know why. Probably because there are too many things to share and seriously, I don't know how to share them with only the use of this keyboard and this blog. Some of them so personal, that I cannot even tell other people, just myself. It's just complicated, and now my post's getting complicated because right now, I cannot manage what I am typing. It's a lot like living your life to the fullest not knowing that you've done something terribly wrong. Wait, is that possible? I think so. Hah.
A day from now, I will be enrolling for college as a Freshman Undergraduate. Hell yeah. That school would be St. Louis University. That is in Baguio City, Philippines. I must say, I would've wanted the Ateneo or UP or UST or Mapua to be my college of choice. Though I have passed Mapua and their BS CE program, I cannot imagine myself being there and being a Civil Engineer anymore. Like, yeah, I wanted to be an Engineer, but I think it's not the best job for me. It's like staring at a beautiful artwork and asking yourself if you can possibly do one like it, which is impossible if your creative skills are not that good. Anyway, talking about my enrollment, at SLU, I've chosen B Medical Laboratory Science as my course, or also known as BS Medical Technology in other schools. I am still not sure of whether to continue Medicine School (since it is still pretty complicated) or get a job after graduating. Hell, I just graduated from High School. Too early for that matter. Although I know that I should already think about it. Or, do I really have to?
Finally, a post. If you've noticed, most of my posts are nothing but about college stuff. Yeah? That's what you get from a lazy and college-bound blogger.
When Dark Turns To Light
Sunday, April 04, 2010 @ 8:32 AM
Seems like I haven't posted for a long time again. I guess I'm just not the person that used to feel like blogging everyday. That self of mine has changed though, and I know that you feel sad about it. For the next month, you'll be celebrating your fourth birthday, and that would be wonderful. How about a new skin for you be happy? Or, how about a birthday post. I think that would be cool, like the old times.
It has been past a week since I have graduated, yet I feel like I haven't graduated from High School. Throughout these past days I've wondered, what does it really feel like to be in college? Or better yet, out of college? What happens to me after college? Straight to Medicine School or on being a plain Medical Technologist? My thoughts have always been like that, and it is as almost complicating my plans for the future. Although I always say be positive, thinking positive always seems to be impossible. Like yesterday, I was traumatized be seeing something that I should not see. And being scolded for seeing it. How pathetic is that. Being scolded and being traumatized at the same time. I may have asked Someone's help for it and yes it does help a lot. Still, it's in my brain. Like what my future plans are doing to me. Life is so scary sometimes. It goes up like a rocket then goes down and explode and smash into pieces.
I don't know Mr. Blog. I am scared yet I know that I am never alone. Like what the song "When You Walk Alone" that we sang during our graduation. There will always be someone that will walk with you anywhere you go. Even if thousands of problems will be coming.
I cannot show a picture of me in my graduation just yet. I cannot find a decent picture of mine. Which is just absolutely pathetic.
I am seriously missing this place right now.