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Perfection Is Probably Not the Answer
Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 6:18 PM
I cannot exactly tell what I feel today. It's either happy, angry, tired or somehow depressed. I guess I'm just all stressed because of last week's events. I must admit, I only have read a few notes for the upcoming fourth quarter exams. The last exams of High School. The last exams I will be able to get my grades up. And the last exams of having a chance to really enroll in college. I just can't seem to see what's wrong with me today. Whenever I feel like looking at my notes, I would just highlight them with my orange and green colored highlighter pens and sometimes, not even read them for good. Just hours ago, something inside me made me thought of why not let myself be hit by a vehicle. But of course, I wouldn't do anything like that. I know that Someone is watching my actions and my thoughts all of the time. And he will never lead me to doing something that would hurt me a lot and the people around me.

Right now, I can't whether say if I'll REALLY be reviewing. I'm not tired nor sleepy. I still have the energy. It's just that my mind does not want to do it. Or probably my inner self as what I always call it. How I just wish I am intelligent as Einstein or whoever the most intelligent person today is. But, like what my former classmate who was once the Top 1 of our class said, even an intelligent person needs to study. I still can't forget that line of hers, even if it was a short one. And, even intelligent people grabs failure sometimes. 'Cause I know that we are not created with perfection but perfection with imperfection.
97th Foundation Week
Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 7:29 PM
So our 97th Foundation Week officially started last Tuesday. With a Mass presided by Bishop San Diego of the Diocese of Pasig, Msgr. Gerardo O. Santos, and three more priests. And, an opening number by the Center for Performing Arts of our school and other whatnots. Well, I guess you get the picture anyway. An opening program for the fouding of a 97 year-old institution. Period.

Yesterday, we had our field demonstration. Wherein each section of the Grade School and the High School will dance in front of a audience composed of family members or family friends or probably strangers. No, just kidding. What will strangers do there anyway? So, moving on. Before the field demonstration started, we had a Mass with Monsignor first. It was Ash Wednesday, the start of Lent, in which I was quite aware of. Thanks to the long list of schedule given to us. During Monsi's homily, a quote from him is what I cannot forget the most. "Failures are postponed successes". Therefore, to him, failures does not mean failure at all. That if you fail, you can still be successful. He even told us, that if a child fails, and even if that child does not graduate and repeat another year (or probably, a lot more years), he will still graduate. By miracle means, I guess. (LOL) Skipping most of the part of the mass, I was grateful to have met Monsi. Just even for four years that I have seen him in front during Masses or in front of his speeches, programs, etc., he have given me words that I cannot forget. That even if I never got a chance to talk to him one-on-one (in which that I am "afraid" to do so. XD), I still have this little feeling that we had a great bonding. He had done a lot for my school, and I am hoping that as I leave for college, he will still be doing a lot for what he has called "Little Acre of Grace".

Field Demonstration. I cannot tell anything about it. It was rather, what, boring? Not all of us were dancing lively. And I hate it. Although I was placed front to dance, I cannot move a lot. LOL. I guess I was bored and just danced whatever I can dance. Mom was there to make a video, but after the whole dance, it was then that she just found out that she didn't recorded the whole dance. Only two pictures of me were taken. (LOL) And I just said that it was okay, it was a dance anyway.

Free Day. Today, we had our section's free day. It was TIRING. Standing around ten minutes to ride in the Octopus (which I had done for like, four times) and looking for something to eat or drink. But it was fun. Had a chance to ride the Octopus again after two years (last one was back 2nd Year), but was sad for not being able to with my best friend who is now studying in another school. I just do hope that we'll be able to bond before graduation. She told me she came to my school today, but because I was tired and everything, I came home early. And now she's offline in Facebook and I cannot talk to her again, I am well, sad. I miss her! The last time I saw her was way back September 2009. And now, I don't know if I'll be seeing her again BEFORE March 26 or 25.

So, Foundation Week will end this Saturday. It's sad that this will be my last foundation week in PCC. For after four years, I'll be the one standing in that stage and get my diploma. That I will be leaving my Alma Mater for good and start college in a new school. But I do know that I will have a time to visit my Alma Mater again, or I just do hope so.
Fingers crossed
Saturday, February 06, 2010 @ 6:18 PM
So, the old layout had its bandwith exceeded *sniff*. I adored the pictures on it! The blue sky, the blue window...everything.

Here. A new layout. Again. I'm thinking of changing the layout after 5 months or whenever I feel like changing it. My fingers are now crossed, hoping that the bandwith of this layout will not exceed or anything anymore.
Baguio it is.
Tuesday, February 02, 2010 @ 6:01 PM
After a long and sad day at school because of the "war" our section had with a schoolmate from another section, I have finally saw the results of the St. Louis University College Entrance Examination (in short, SLU-CEE).



Yes! I passed. Only for BS Bio. Which is, boo. I don't like Biology since I took the subject last Second Year. I remember only having 78 for it. Geeze. I think I hate my Second Year life, that is why I don't like Bio (:P). I thought that I will be able to choose where I want to be, but since only limited slots are available, they didn't ask the students what second course would they prefer. I'm thinking of shifting, after a semester or a year (but a year takes too long! I still hate Bio.) I just do hope I enjoy the course. Not like the subject last Second Year. And if ever I'll enjoy the course, I'll just shift after a year.

I must say, I'm sad because I didn't get into the quota of the BS MedTech. It's the only course that I would really want to get into St. Louis. But, I know that God has a better plan for me. A new experience in a new school and a new place. I know that He doesn't want me to stay here in Manila for it is the place that is not really for me. That in Baguio, I will learn a lot more than the usual, I will learn not only in school but through other people too.

Now, I am destined to stay and study there. Despite of the unusual cold temperature and the up-and-down roads. Baguio it is for me.

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