Rfl Cstllo. Add some vowels to get my name right. I live somewhere in Manila but I study somewhere in the Cordillera. I used to blog everyday, but there's just a lot of other things that keeps me busy these days.
My bestfriend and I planned to see each other today. Sure enough, it happened. But before that, something happened that made me bother the whole day.
So, we told each other to see at McDo. I was expecting her to see her by the door because I've been used to that when I always wait for my Mom there. But, my guess was NOT correct and I have to look for her. So, there was this girl who awfully looked a lot like her and since bestfriend and I haven't seen each other for a while, I hit the girls' head and was shocked that it was not the one I was expecting to be. She said something I didn't like and just said I was sorry, while awfully smiling, and walked away.
Until now, I can't get off the scene that had happened this morning. Now, I feel pathetic and still bothered for that. What if the woman had an internal bleeding for that? Sheesh! I didn't hit her hard. What if she told her friends, worse, her parents about that? Now that would be absolutely pathetic. Especially that she saw my face. My face! It has to change. Now, I'm feeling a little weirder again. Or what if, it could've been bestfriend and she had an internal bleeding. Then again, I didn't hit hard. Maybe it's just another lesson learned. That I should not hit another person like that. It's fun to do, but
I seem can't find the right person to talk about this matter so I just depended on this blog. Except minutes ago while I cried while listening to one of my favorite Christian song that I haven't heard for a while. I feel relieve, but not quite, still I thank God. :D
- If you are an atheist, or any related faith or something like that, I advise you to just keep your mouth shut and let me continue believing in God. But I do hope so that you find Him soon because He is as one million times awesome was what you believe now.