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When Dark Turns To Light
Sunday, April 04, 2010 @ 8:32 AM
Seems like I haven't posted for a long time again. I guess I'm just not the person that used to feel like blogging everyday. That self of mine has changed though, and I know that you feel sad about it. For the next month, you'll be celebrating your fourth birthday, and that would be wonderful. How about a new skin for you be happy? Or, how about a birthday post. I think that would be cool, like the old times.
It has been past a week since I have graduated, yet I feel like I haven't graduated from High School. Throughout these past days I've wondered, what does it really feel like to be in college? Or better yet, out of college? What happens to me after college? Straight to Medicine School or on being a plain Medical Technologist? My thoughts have always been like that, and it is as almost complicating my plans for the future. Although I always say be positive, thinking positive always seems to be impossible. Like yesterday, I was traumatized be seeing something that I should not see. And being scolded for seeing it. How pathetic is that. Being scolded and being traumatized at the same time. I may have asked Someone's help for it and yes it does help a lot. Still, it's in my brain. Like what my future plans are doing to me. Life is so scary sometimes. It goes up like a rocket then goes down and explode and smash into pieces.
I don't know Mr. Blog. I am scared yet I know that I am never alone. Like what the song "When You Walk Alone" that we sang during our graduation. There will always be someone that will walk with you anywhere you go. Even if thousands of problems will be coming.
I cannot show a picture of me in my graduation just yet. I cannot find a decent picture of mine. Which is just absolutely pathetic.
I am seriously missing this place right now.