Rfl Cstllo. Add some vowels to get my name right. I live somewhere in Manila but I study somewhere in the Cordillera. I used to blog everyday, but there's just a lot of other things that keeps me busy these days.
I cannot exactly tell what I feel today. It's either happy, angry, tired or somehow depressed. I guess I'm just all stressed because of last week's events. I must admit, I only have read a few notes for the upcoming fourth quarter exams. The last exams of High School. The last exams I will be able to get my grades up. And the last exams of having a chance to really enroll in college. I just can't seem to see what's wrong with me today. Whenever I feel like looking at my notes, I would just highlight them with my orange and green colored highlighter pens and sometimes, not even read them for good. Just hours ago, something inside me made me thought of why not let myself be hit by a vehicle. But of course, I wouldn't do anything like that. I know that Someone is watching my actions and my thoughts all of the time. And he will never lead me to doing something that would hurt me a lot and the people around me.
Right now, I can't whether say if I'll REALLY be reviewing. I'm not tired nor sleepy. I still have the energy. It's just that my mind does not want to do it. Or probably my inner self as what I always call it. How I just wish I am intelligent as Einstein or whoever the most intelligent person today is. But, like what my former classmate who was once the Top 1 of our class said, even an intelligent person needs to study. I still can't forget that line of hers, even if it was a short one. And, even intelligent people grabs failure sometimes. 'Cause I know that we are not created with perfection but perfection with imperfection.