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A Midnight Post
Monday, November 02, 2009 @ 12:51 AM
First of all, it's not anymore midnight (12 AM). But, it's merely past 12 and 10 minutes before 1. For some reasons, I still want to call this post as a midnight post (got that from midnight snack though).

Wondering why I posted? I just want to post :)) Look at this blog, it's not even updated for like...more than a month. And, it looks like it's dying as well. Dying, sheesh, it's still Halloween. Anyway, I really don't have a topic to share. Except that I super miss the apartment we are renting (since we've been staying in our own house since Thursday), and although we went there around 5 hours ago, I still miss it. It's a weird feeling if when I'm there, I'll be missing this house (which has the computer, the Internet, the TV with cable, and THE FREEDOM). But, when I'm here, I'll be missing the apartment (in which I really don't have anything except the empty laptop and my books to read). And speaking of our houses (that's how hard to have more than one house XD), I also miss our rest house, which is in Laguna. Wonder if it was flooded too. Wonder on what the caretakers did to our house, if it was flooded. Did they raise the things too? Or did they just left them like we've left them when we were there. Too bad only Mom's going there tomorrow (one of the reason why I'm still awake). HOPEFULLY OR WHATEVER, she'll take me...or us with her. Or maybe not. I want to stay here to do THE FREEDOM. Lol.

Another reason of why I'm still awake is that, like everyone says, I CANNOT SLEEP. I've actually slept...for only ten or whatever minutes. Then I woke up. It's like God woke me up (since I really wanted to pray - but I fell asleep) to pray. And, yes, I did pray. And it was longer that I expected. It was just like talking to God, but only of course, a "spiritual" talk as what I like to call it. It has been weeks, or probably during Ondoy, that I haven't have that talk with him. And, since I didn't go to hear mass (blame me for violating commandment number 2 >.>), and have only read the Gospel through the Internet (which still did not satisfy me), I just decided to pray to God. And, it did feel great praying and talking to him. And since I did it, with all the tear-jerking, I can't sleep anymore. Bah. And the last reason on why I can't sleep is it's because of my sister. She's using the laptop, and you know that laptops have lights on them that makes the room not dark but still lighted up. Hopefully, I wish she's sleeping now. And with that, I want to sleep now. Blame me for this post, I seriously just want to update this lonely blog.

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