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DSL, a much better connection
Saturday, July 28, 2007 @ 7:58 AM
I really DO miss the good old days of this blog, especially last year. Last year was the best year of my life, there were so many things that happened, so many things I learned, and so many things that I will never ever forget.
So yesterday, we FINALLY got a DSL connection. Grabe, ang tagal ko ng pinangarap magkaroon, ngayon meron na kami. I really think that the DSL connection is just faster than Dial-up, but anyway, I like DSL more. And yesterday, we also watched "The Simpson Movie". It was really funny, and I think, I much more like it than the Order of the Phoenix. And, I don't have any reasons why I like it more. Haha.
Oh, my former classmate last year has his "Deathly Hallows" book. Kainggit nga eh. But, anyway, I know now what will happen to the last book, since I read it in Wikipedia.
Well, I think this is all for now. I'm really thinking of typing a FULL POST about that "Letter to: ________" or our class president. You know, or if you're reading my blog, it's in my retreat post, about that letter. For all the Lucena people to fully understand that there is a person other than my bestfriend (that that person is ruining her) and other than her seatmate who's writing that letter.
Labels: letter, movies, school time
a post of boredom...
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 @ 7:01 PM
okay, never mind, nasabi ko naman na dito eh. haha.
and tomorrow, i would be acting in front of our classroom. para ka ngang tanga kasi nagsasalita ka lang sa harap ng walang kausap. mas gusto ko last year (didn't i shared it here, before? o_O?) kasi dun kami sa room ng teacher namin...tas mas onti kami.
and now, i would ACT in front of one of my HATEST teachers. i don't know why i really hate her, pero ako lang talaga ang makakapagsabi na..."basta, hate ko siya."
and, this is what i call a boredom post.
Labels: pagsasatao, past memories
hundred and one
Saturday, July 21, 2007 @ 2:56 PM
Yes, I'm indeed very happy for this blog, since, I never realized that it will have many posts. Hmmm, just, come and celebrate with me...If you like. :)
So yesterday, we have this "Food Festival" at school. At first, I thought that we can buy or just get the foods at each classroom...But NO, they're just for display and for "viewing purposes" only. Well, our foods were RAW VEGETABLES. Isigaw mo na ang salitang CORNY! Haha. But, the best part of it was when Kalookan was playing (in their radio) the "Makulay ang Buhay" song...Or in other words, the commercial of some ABS-CBN kids. I can't share some pictures since I didn't bring my camera (and yes, I will be more a "good kid" this year than last year >:D).
Well, that's just an update about my Sophomore life. I'm too bored to do the AP Project, I should've than that a month ago, I'm too stupid.
Here's the collage I made of our retreat! XD
"So long, and Goodnight."
-Helena, My Chemical Romance
-Helena, My Chemical Romance
Labels: school
"Into your hands I commend my spirit."
Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @ 5:10 PM
Yesterday, our retreat officially started. I thought it would be the best since I thought my bestfriend and I would be lying in the bed together. But it changed because our dorms were changed and my best friend was a room far away from me.
For today, I already told myself that I would tell everything about what happened on my Sophomore Year retreat, since our teacher didn't told us anything of not telling to anybody what happened in our retreat. And, for God's sake, that teacher was Mrs. Estacio, a teacher where you can't meet again in your whole life.
Our first session happened yesterday morning which was entitled "Who Am I". And, don't forget about our retreat's theme for this year, which was "Into Your Hands". Hm, I'll just share something, awhile ago I was searching for that theme...In which a Filipino painter painted (I won't tell the story since I'm too bored to type XD). So, my blog's title was "Into your hands I commend my spirit" because Jesus said that before he died. But, I can relate to you the cross in the "Bukal ng Tipan" 's (in which was the main retreat house of Mary Hill) chapel, was Jesus' hand reaching us...or in a way that his right hand was reaching out. And since, I wasn't (and yes, our adviser saw my camera, but she didn't confiscated it) allowed to bring my camera, I can't take a picture of it. OKAY, so we're far away from the main topic which is about my retreat...Haha. Okay, so first session, the only thing that we did was we grouped ourselves to 9 groups (which is just like last year) and we made something that is related to the session. We traced our hand and place some symbols which is mainly about ourselves.
Then, after that was our lunch...then...Siesta Time (yung oras na pwede kaming magpahinga). At that time, I felt so lonely because my best friend wasn't my room mate, so I just brought my K-Zone out and read it (takas ko lang talaga yun >:D). Ang alam ko na lang is pinag-uusapan nila yung tungkol dun sa pesteng letter na yun, naiinis din ako kasi yun yung naisipan nilang pag-usapan na madami pa naman pwedeng pag-usapan. Hindi na ako nakisali kasi hindi din naman nila alam na madami akong alam tungkol sa letter na iyon. Masakit din naman kasi si Janine yung pinagbintangan nilang malaki, tapos sinasabi pa nila yung pangalan ng best friend ko, na hindi naman silang dalawa yung nagsimula nung pangalawang letter. Ginawan pa nga nila ng code name si Janine eh, "Bru" daw, in which was, short for "Bruha" (or pwede na ring Bisaya term ng Bro XD). Oh, and they also said that we shouldn't be sharing to others about that thing they did...Pero, ako yung naging pasaway.
I'll use Taglish now, mag-nonose bleed dito. Haha.
Pagkatapos ng siesta, bumaba na kami para sa Second Session. Pagbaba namin, binulong ko na sa best friend ko lahat ng pinag-usapan nila. Hindi ko namalayan na isa sa room mate ko ay nasa harap namin. Ngayon lang ako nainis sa kanya, and during the night, Benino told me they knew that I told my bestfriend about that thing they've discussed about. Ano ba ang paki nila at sinabi ko sa bestfriend ko na tungkol dun sa letter na iyon. Kaya, nung gabi, during the meditation, dun na talaga ako napaiyak. Sinabay ko na rin yung pagiyak sa story at dun sa 'bulong' na pangyayari. Kagabi ko rin lang nagawa yun sa buong buhay ko...At bakit naman kaagad ako napaiyak? Kasi, nung pagkatapos ng dinner ata namin, may siesta time ulit kami. At that point, dun lang ulit ako sa bed ko at nagbasa ng K-Zone. Muntikan na kasi ako nilang iwan sa loob ng room. Buti nandun si Kristel (at kahit na nandun si 'hate room mate'), at inaccept nila muna ako sa grupo nila. Ako rin ang unang humiga sa bed nung gabi kasi ayaw kong lumapit sa kanila, medyo naiinis pa rin ako sa pangyayaring yun...Akala nila tulog na ako...Pero hindi naman talaga. Ang dami ko ngang inisip nun eh, kaya palagi akong nagigising kahit di pa kami pinapagising. Tapos, every time na sinasabi nilang nakakatakot daw sa lugar ko, I didn't believed in them. And yes, I heard many stories about the ghosts inside Mary Hill, but last night, I didn't felt anything. At, sanay na ako sa dulo, last year din kasi, sa dulo din ako.
Then, this morning, naglakad kami pababa para sa last session namin after our mass. It was quite tiring though, but a good experience for me. It wasn't my first time to go down the road, pero matagal ko na rin nagawa yung ganung bagay.
Madaming bagay ako natutunan ngayon, yung iwasan yung mga taong alam mo namang hindi mo kayang i-trust. Iwasan yung mga room mate mo na akala mo mababait and all. At, iwasan mo yung mga bad things na mangyayari sa iyo. Last night, I prayed to God na sana matapos na ang gulong ito sa mundo ko. Pero, I know that this problem won't be existing for a year or for many days. Kanina, sa Mcdo, naisipan din namin ni best friend na pag-usapan ng konti yung letter. Pero, sinabi na rin namin na "tapos na ang problema" kasi nag-usap na sila ni...yung sinusulatan ng letter. Tapos na rin naman ang problema ko kasi nangyari na. At, alam ko na hindi naman siguro naiinis yung iba sa akin dahil dun sa sinabi ko kay best friend yung pinag-usapan nila. Sabi pa nga niya eh, kung hindi daw dahil SA AKIN na binulong ko sa kanya yung pinag-usapan ng mga room mates ko, mas lalala pa daw ang gulo.
To my bestfriend, Nina:
Okay. Bahala ka kung basahin mo ito o hindi. Basta, i-cocomment ko naman siguro sa Friendster tungkol sa blog na ito. Haha.
I was thankful na naging classmate ulit kita this year, nako, kung hindi talaga at nangyari itong pangyayaring ito sa letter, sigurado akong madadamay na talaga ako dito at ako na rin ang pagbibintangan nila. Thank you dun sa mga hug mo last night, grabe kong na-appreciate ko yung mga yun. Tapos, I'm thankful dun kasi palagi kang nandun para makinig sa akin. Alam mo bang ikaw lang talaga ang taong madami kong naisipan na sabihan para sa mga feelings ko last night at yung kanina rin? Grabe talaga. Kasi naman kasi yung pangalawang taong yun eh...Pati na rin ako...Halos na dinamay na ako ni 'hate room mate'. Tapos, kung nasa room ka lang talaga namin, siguro parehas na tayong umiiyak dahil ayaw natin yung pinag-uusapan nila...Or, tayo lang yung nasa sulok ng room tapos nag-pipicture or nagbabasa ng K-Zone. Haha. Nakakainis talaga si Ms. Velarde noh? Buti pa last year, sama-sama lahat ng girls.
Sana tapos mo na palang basahin yung 'retreat letter' ko sa iyo. Sa iyo talaga yung pinakamahabang nagawa ko. :))
Uhhh...sige...Yun lang naman. Basta, friends tayo...Forever and ever...Amen. XD
-Raffy, you're bestfriend for many months already.
Labels: random things, retreat, school
friday the 13th
Friday, July 13, 2007 @ 4:23 PM
Ddalawang beses lang naman ako minalas, tinamaan ako ng dalawang beses. una, kay nicollete, tapos yung pangalawa, yung batang grade school. okay, never mind. basta, YUN. :P
tapos...ngayon-ngayon lang. nag-ingay ang dalawa kong ka-chat sa akin, sabi ko na nga ba eh, dapat nag-invisi na lang ako. nakita ko kasi si nao na online, kaya, di na ako nag-invisi. ngayon, WALA NA DIN ANG MAINGAY. yay.
so sa Monday...retreat. puta, isa lang ang pinayagang magdala ng camera, at yun si sara. hai nako, buti pa last year pwede eh...madami ngang nagdala eh. see? i told you, ms. ocampo's much okay than ms. velarde as an advisor kahit na hindi kami masyado naging close.
Labels: friday the 13th, malas, retreat
its not the one i dreamed of...
Wednesday, July 11, 2007 @ 6:24 PM
but, i know II-Lucena wouldn't be that worst (and i hope not the most hated in all of the all-girls class), i know that we would show everyone that we're just a great class and all...but, i also think it's quite impossible...most of my classmates are stupid nowadays and can't make their mouths shut or even their fucking brains closed or so whatever. and, the officers? nah...forget about them, kahit na ineextend ang uwian...wala naman din magagawa iyon eh.
KHQ and TAW. KHQ is not the KHQ i've been before. it has changed lately these days especially the months of May-June 2007. why? whyowhyowhy? look at it and investigate some threads, especially some threads in No ID...and etc...which has the posts of Cereal Killer, Random, M n M, suck2jay, Skye, and those other Spam-hater and Spam-doer (lol) people. and why Cereal Killer is the only one bolded, and, has the red font? its because he's the one whom i hated the most and the one i hated the first. HE DO SPAM THOUGH, i mean, a message that contain LESS than 5 words is already a SPAM right? (it's the one that was being said after you don't post in those before XD). he's too stupid too call other people n00b and those kinds of things...if the Guests see his post...they'll probably start to call everyone n00b too. stupidity. and i hell know that he's a forumer before already...but i don't care...as long as i say his thoughts here and all...go, fight with me Cereal Killer, you're too bossy to treat others anyway and you just think that all of those newbies are just n00bs and you can't treat them nicely in a way that...you'll just see sTiCkY cApS or with those etc...posts...you'll just do whatever you want and say stupid words.
WHATEVER. i'll just shut my fucking mouth. and for those who has their names above. i'm sorry.
and, i too, have no intention of hurting your or others feelings.
how i wish it's the year 2006 again.
Labels: HATE, ii-lucena, KHQ, spam
random topics of different things
Tuesday, July 10, 2007 @ 6:45 PM
tomorrow's our class confession, and tomorrow is the opening of Harry Potter and the Order of the
time flew too fast again, just like last year, i think, this year was much faster since the quarter exams would be in the first or second week of august, indeed very fast.
but, our internet connection is just too slow today. i think the internet connection in our school library is much faster even though it is in the '98 version. weird...well, yes, very weird. then, i just saw some old pictures of my school today which was just near the library. there weren't any old class pictures, but the old pictures of some buildings...the Gabriel Bldg. of the 1987 (i forgot its old name...basta...Gabriel na siya ngayon) was still small, i think it has only 3 floors. but now...it has 6 floors, has an elevator, the gym, and do not include the aula minor since it is part of the _____ bldg. (kalimot ko tawag...pito buildings namin eh :P). then, the old carlos bldg. (which is the present elementary bldg. as now) was the smallest one, it was just the size of a 2-story house before...i mean...the picture was still in the year 1950's and PCC was still an all-boys school. and yes, if you're asking, my school was formerly all-boys, then yung kapitbahay namin na school which is CBC was all-girls. would you wonder about that? talagang...magkatapat lang sila as in. haha. then, both of them became co-ed pero yung PCC yung mas nauna (kasi 1994 siya naging co-ed tapos yung CBC last 2005 lang).
well...that's just a short history of my school. and, today, the girls and boys are now separated. meaning, all-boys and all-girls class and the boys' rooms are in Smits while we have ours in Sunga. but, the 2nd Yr. Homo class is co-ed...and don't ask me why. i mean, i don't care about them anyway. haha.
then, today, my classmates translated some Tagalog songs to English or English songs to Tagalog which was just by their brains (naki-join din pala ako XD). songs like, Girlfriend, they translated it as "Hoy, Hoy, Ikaw, Ikaw, ayaw ko sa kasintahan mo...Walang daan, walang daan, sa tingin ko kailangan mo ng bago. Hoy, Hoy, Ikaw, Ikaw, pwede mo ako maging kasintahan!" LOL.
oh yeah, I'll call this day as "Laughter Day" because we laughed so many times today. Haha.
"If life ain't just a joke, then why are we laughing?"
Dead! My Chemical Romance
Labels: ii-lucena, laughters, order of the phoenix, pasig catholic college, schedules
7-7-7
Sunday, July 08, 2007 @ 9:16 AM
i'm honest! NOTHING HAPPENED TO ME YESTERDAY! XD
they call it the lucky day...but it isn't for me. haha.
Labels: random things
the subject, English
Saturday, July 07, 2007 @ 9:25 AM
now, what am i saying? talk about that ms. velarde topic, the times i hated her like hell, it does make sense anyway. but now, i do like her, but i kind-of-hate-her because she wants us to speak english in all subjects...which is except for A.P. and Filipino which are the ONLY subjects that allows every students to speak in fluent Tagalog.
but i do miss that speak-in-English stuff. when i was still in my elementary days, when i was about 3rd-4th Grade, our Reading teacher said that we should speak in English all the time OR if you don't you'll be paying PhP 1.00 for every time you would be speaking in Tagalog OR you would be black-listed. i still remember during my 3rd Grade, I was the black-lister for the day and I would be writing those people who speaks in Tagalog, then some would be asking permission for me so that they would speak in Tagalog. haha, those times, i miss them. then, one time in KHQ, i saw a post from a fellow KHQer saying that one of the members ARE one of the only ones who post in the right way...if you get what i mean: correct grammar, correct words, correct spellings, correct sentences...and everything you can think of that one person does to submit his/her report to his/her teacher.
book report. gawd, i remember one time during my 4th Grade again. i was absent when our teacher submitted the story to my classmates. then, when our teacher submitted to me with that story, i hurriedly asked my mom to do the book report for me. talk about stupidity, i hated ENGLISH once. those times, our English teacher asked to memorize a list of verbs in their Tenses (okay, i'm not getting any sense XD). past, present, and future tense, that's what i meant for. i got pneumonia that time, that book report and that memorization. and with that, i HATED my English teacher. but after 6th Grade, i realized she wasn't bad at all. she was nice and she has a great possibility to be the best English teacher in my former school (oh, she was our Guidance Counselor too). and also in my 1st Year, that I realized I needed her again for my English lessons, since my classmates didn't even know where the subject and predicate is, or maybe they're just mind-blocked and all those. but i knew that I miss her, even though she's not right to be a teacher of PCC. she's much more okay in my former school. haha.
can you see this post? this is all in English! Hah. first time, eh? i'm not a big fan of the English language, but hell yeah, I just need to practice. and, I should be buying more English-translated Mangas, so that I should more particular with the said language.
Labels: English, past memories, saint gabriel international school, teachers
oh please.
Thursday, July 05, 2007 @ 5:33 PM
so today, our English teacher just said that we should speak English now...yes...as in NOW-NOW-NOW or else you'll be listed in the black list of the one who'll be writing those people who are...black listed. XD
then...Computer. we still haven't discussed on those 'things' i do in photoshop. like what i said before, we'll start at the very beginning...like what are the parts and all. and i effing hate it. lol.
well...that's all for now. i'm just too bored to write kaya naging ganyan. sorry. XD
Labels: Photoshop, school time, speak-english, teachers